Patience

Hey guys, how are you doing? I´m really sorry i haven`t writen in my blog for quite a while! But you know I´m very busy with school at the moment- like everyone- and even my weekends are full of programm or meeting friends- so excuse that please! I ask you for patience, my next comment will not be very soon. Its not that i don`t experience massive important things- but please understand i dont have the time to write them all down. Its much more worth spending time with god than write in that blog- thats what I´m going to do now before going back to schools`sport lesson (PE) have a nice week, blessings!

Between the living and the dead!

I just listened to a sermon of Bill wilson about "making a difference" in this world. It really touched and I don`t want to forget what He taught me. Guys, live seems so hard for us, but do we really know what it means to live Cities like Berlin, München, London, New York, Hong Kong....? Thats where the worst conditions are for children to grow up. Most of them live big flats, if you die- no will will recognize because your parents don`t take care of you anyway. Either your parents are drug dealers, alcoholics or linked to some violent groups, planning the next street fight. Or they don`t even have money to take care of you because you have happened by accident! No of course not, you happend on purpose! It was God who wants you to live and he has his special unique plan for your life!
The thing i wanted you to know is not that i tell you "GO to new york city and change the world!" But to change the world, to make a difference at this time at this place where you are right now. And most imprtant- Be thankful! God has given us so much, he always provides and we overprodected people here in germany(me included) always complain that life is so hard and anyway- we do have our wishes and longings and demands! Of course we have! I won`t argue about that and i think its ok. But God wants to use us. And if we look on ourselves and our problems and on what we don`t have or like to gain.... we will miss the actual aim and purpose why we are on earth! "We don`t become Evangelists or great Christians if we cross the sea, but if we see the cross!" Thats the first step! The other thing is not looking at the cross and relaxing but bearing our own cross to come closer to Jesus and to MAKe a DIFFERENCE in this World!
You think you`re not qualified? God knows you are! You think you`re too young, or too old? Its not you who has to do it, it`s christ through you! Amen? Halleluja!
Go and change the world, what are you waiting for? At work, at school at home, in your city, village, town! Anywhere!!!

Give Thanks!

My Lord Jesus,
I just want to thank you for all the things you give me in my every day life. Things that seem to be normal like food and warm clothes. Thank you for guiding me at school, during my exam time and in my family. Thank you so much for providing! You´re faithful and your promises prove true. You give me clothes in time of need and you provide by sending money from relatives or friends. For YOU all things are POSSIBLE! Thank you so much for forgiven my sins, when i didn`t act or think the right way. Sometimes I´m absentminded and forget to rest and to talk to you- in all the day troubles ! Thank you for beeing faithful nevertheless :-) You´re praise worthy and your name is full of power! Thank you for giving me time and peace where the devil tries to destroy and exhaust me. You´re my Victory and because of YOU I´m save in your hand and we will win the battle!
Thank you for sending me to places where there is no love, peace and satisfaction! You placed me there on purpose. You`re thoughts are much higher than mine and you will be honored from generation to generation! I will follow you all of my days!
In Love, your daughter <3

Mission live

I just had two weeks on holiday, where i went to a conference with "youth with a mission" have you heard of them? Anyway, we had an amzing time and listened to stories from christians who went to india and other nations to preach the good news about jesus! It was so powerful! And because so many cultural people took part, it was very international, german and english and during worship time, we really celebrated jesus and danced! That was so atmoshperic :-) During the day we took i in turns- dancing, listening, eating, talking, sleeping! Actually the whole day was filled with any kind of activity, mostly woshipping and listening to the evangelists stories! One girl gave a short report about her life and how she really obeyed god and broke up her education though her parents told her sheßs crazy. That really touched me. I strongly believe its not about breaking up something right now in my life, but in case you really hear god telling you something, obey and act! She also mentioned bible verses that I´ve heard before but haven`t really thought about it yet. For example:

What good is it, my brothers, if a man claims to have faith but has no deeds? Can such faith save him? James 2:14

Then Peter said, ‘Look, we have left our homes and followed you.’ ²⁹And he said to them, ‘Truly I tell you, there is no one who has left house or wife or brothers or parents or children, for the sake of the kingdom of God, ³⁰who will not get back very much more in this age, and in the age to come eternal life.’ Luke 18:28
Behold, you shall call a nation that you don't know; and a nation that didn't know you shall run to you, because of Yahweh your God, and for the Holy One of Israel; for he has glorified you." Isaiah 55:5 Whoever doesn't bear his own cross, and come after me, can't be my disciple Luke 14:27

So therefore whoever of you who doesn't renounce all that he has, he can't be my disciple. Luke 14:33
think about that! Are you really willing to follow jesus in every situation of your life?